There will never truly be a going back, and that's okay.
“So, what brings you in today?” the doctor asked.
“Well, there are some people in my life who say I’m not myself. That I sound negative and angry, so I thoughtI watched yesterday as my girl jumped into the new little swimming pool her granddad bought for her. She was so excited she didn’t even empty her backpack or eat a snack. As soon as sheAs I sat, yet again, trying to put my 5 month old down for a nap that was at least two hours overdue, she asked me the question I’d been dreading for years: